Thursday, July 27, 2006,2:04 pm
today .REALL STRESS .i really couldnt take it anymore .really burst a few times today .well . yeaa . everything's getting messedd up .cannot cannot .cannt be so xiiaoo qi .but . letting it all out seems to work forr me .what they saidd about YOU .is it truee ?i dont want to believe .i dont know why .but i dont believe there are seriously people with that kind of motive .i refuse to believe it .so . i will not judge first yea .dont think t0o much .there must be SOMETHING we cann do .i just know it =Danyway . to SOMEBODY .you really spilled those words without thinking kay .ruiqi andd me really re-did the list DOZENS of times .andd like .it really stressedd me these past few days .andd . youu werent anywhere near to help .andd now youu say . im not even doingg anything ?youu werent even at the trainings . what wouldd youu know what we did .youu just PUSHED AND PUSHED .ohkay . maybe youu didnt mean it .but then .i really wishedd youu wouldd considerr the hardd work we put in lorhs .if youu still insist . then . youu cann do it yourself .i dont mean to be unreasonable orr anything .but . i really put ALOT into making andd finding the list lorhs .re-doing andd RE-DOING again . dont youu think im getting stressedd t0o ?im sorry .seriously stressedd.FRRMPPHH .ohOH . the tagboardd stuff all sot le .haas . me trying to change layout .so maybe wont post till its done xDPLUS the mega pile of LATE homework =x
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